Monday, February 13, 2017

Its finally happened

Assalamualaikum minna-san..

Dedicated to all tomodachi,meet my zauj,my sweet blessing from above,

The journey just starting..Please pray for us..I do wish all of you too Sakinah,Mawaddah and Rahmah from Allah..

See no,ja' o tsukete desuyo!

Thursday, January 5, 2017

A new beginning

Assalamualaikum minna!

Happy new year guys..Guess what?
I'll be getting 30 years old soon this year.Hahaha..What a remarkable journey through all those years.Ups and downs.'Happiness' and 'upset' consistently pass by and sometime park there for a quite of time for a really good life lesson.It did turn up to be a new point of view for me.A new perspective.Allah's miracle.

And each days as long as I remember,lead me to today.A day I can pour everything from my little heart.Thank you so much ya Allah,for all those days.Days that I cannot walk back to.

How can I count the blessing that been gave by Allah,the source of all blessing.
My family,the smiles,the good-heart people,the fortunate life,the smell of roses,a good eye sight and so and so and so..countless thingy..I'm really been blessed.I do have a lot of troubles,and they were just all over.They finished.And I'm back to the good track,with lesson adapt from those sad moments.It is all were just so intact,so powerful that lead me to be quite a strong-will,strong mental women in sha Allah.Allah's plan.Allah had done it in His ways.Only Him knows better.

It is normal for person like ourselves to be weak,to surrender at any moment that really hurt us.Being upset,being stupid and so.But Allah.He never leave us.On what any consequences in our life,He always heard me.And then we repent,keep repent and we improve.Once the heart been mended by Him,we grow into something new,something good.Allahu,the truest thing from Quran is always happening,if we believe,

This year,is a year for me to be into new phase of life.Be someone's zaujah.Be able to do my best service that deserve Jannah,together with him.

Allah had promised me that Jannah will not come easy,so I need to really prepare on this.Trial and blessing are a best friend though.Thus,I need to be much much much better for my sweet blessing,that might be trial sometimes,however I'll tackles that wisely to attain my only one goal,Jannatul firdausi.

Minna-san,please pray for me.Obtaining such a blessing hopefully lead me towards Allah more and of course that one enemy will challenge me greater,and I'm in no intention to let them win over me.Hihi

For zauj,thank  you.

Minna,ki o tsukete daiyo..Akemashite omedeto!

Friday, December 16, 2016

Be with Him

Assalam minna-san,

Honoured to share the song that keep repeating on my ears,head and mind.Kau yang mengetahui by Yasin Sulaiman..translate to Only HIM know ~

Mungkinkah bahagia
Tanpa sengsara
Mungkinkah kau mengubah
Lumrah ciptaanNYA

Yang bersinar cahaya
seluruh semesta
dihalus setitis nikmat
Kasih dan Cinta

*Tiada ragu lagi
KAU yang mengetahui
hakikat yang tinggi

Tiada ragu lagi
daku mensyukuri
redha dalam pasti

Jika tiada mentari
mana bisa rembulan
sinar di malam sepi

Jika ditakdirnya begini
ku rela dan terima
syukur yang diberi

KAU yang mengetahui
KAU lebih mengetahui
tentang nasib ku ini

Mungkinkah hikmahNYA
yang memberi makna
mungkinkah KAU yang tidak
mudah menerima.

Dan bersinar cahaya
seluruh semesta
di luas saujana keesaanNYA

KAU yang mengetahui
naluri ini
yang ingin kembali
pada yang pasti..

Jika tiada mentari
mana bisa rembulan
sinar di malam sepi

Jika ditakdirnya begini
ku rela dan terima
syukur yang diberi

If there is no sun,how should moon can shine on a dark night?
Thus only Allah know whatever obstacles happened on our life journey,
Husnudzon and believe Him.
Have faith,your whole faith,
He knows best!

Daijobu yo!

Wednesday, October 12, 2016


Assalam all..Konichiwa minna-san,

Reckon those feeling when the world just revolves around you and the loved one? I'm experiencing those feels right now.Its happening and I'm thanks Allah so much of this,

Please smile my love..your smiles had a huge positive energy towards this world.

Ja' o tsukete desu ~

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

After you


Upon checking through life,the good - better - the best , I had found out the combo of all three persona on this one guy.Little by little,life becoming weird.As thought I'm struggling to act normal so that he would not find my stupid and ugly side,those connection were just so normal and neutral.

He is the right guy,I believe.Bi idznillah,I hope and I prayed that he can accept all sides of me,as I really want to accept all of his.

Ya Allah,
Make us together be good toward each other
Let us be a completion of one another
Side by side walking through life
Towards knocking the gate of Your jannah,Ya Rabb.

I didn't dare to dream,as dreaming really a short period of unrealistic story.I hope this is not a dream,a very long dream already.And I hate long and many episodes of drama,because it torturing.

I had fear,fear of many things.
I'm afraid of failure,big failure
Undesirable whispering by syaitan always put me on those uncomfortable mode
I'm unlike others
I am a weirdo

To the selected man,please do not lead me to a failure
Please be kind
My present 'me' might just be a memories later
But I am fully thankful to you for what happening,and whatever that will happen later
Either good or bad,hope we see only Allah's mercy on it
As we only surrender to Him alone.

Grateful to Rabb much much much more
There are so much more to thanks Allah in my life,so much much much more.
Thanks God I found you,love.

Thursday, August 18, 2016

Rely only to Allah

Assalam minna-san,

Through the thick and thin of the days,everything seems matter and quite monopolised me.Life was something like a box of chocolate with a lot of flavours.Some are sweet and nice,however some are bitter.And our heart actually not fully happy with all the sweetness,and not fully sad with all the bitterness.

Love to hear some inspirational stories or some sort of it on Youtube,I come over to one post as below:

It said,
Be with Allah and Allah will be with you
Do the righteous deeds & actions and Allah will  give you happiness
If you're stressed fear Allah swt and Allah will make an opening for you
If you're stuck in a problem..fear Allah swt and Allah will take you out from that problem
If you're depressed..fear Allah swt and Allah will make an opening for you out of that depression
Rely on Allah swt and you've got everything
Rely on Allah swt and Allah will give you everything
Rely on Allah swt and Allah will grant you everything

And friends,I'm here to admit that I did sometime love Allah's creatures and it sometime lead me astray from the real purpose of life.

Oh Allah,please forgive me...

I'll reconstruct my aims to let love of Allah be above all others.

 As finally,I'll be going home,to beloved place I longing for,the Akhirah,the Jannah..

Ja' minna..Oyasumi nasai!

Wednesday, July 27, 2016


Assalamualaikum and konbawa minna,

August is coming and I'm in the midst of few issues in life.However don't know why,I felt nothing.None of it intrigued me much than the books I didn't finish yet.Hahaha

Books are my lover,

From one of my favourite author,found a very very very lovely letter from a girl with big heart to her future husband. Ahh but I can't translate it due to the sentences are perfectly written.So sorry for those that can't read Bahasa Malaysia.
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Surat ini kuberikan kepada pemilik hatiku selepas Allah dan Rasulullah SAW.
Tak tahu bagaimana nak diungkapkan bait-bait kata yang sesuai.Cuma pengharapan yang tertinggi hanya pada Allah dan tidak layak ku mengharap pada makhluk yang hati dan jasadnya adalah milik Pemilik Teragung.
Alhamdulillah dirafakkan hanya pada pemilik cinta ini iaitu Allah swt.Hampir tak terkata kegirangan hati dan kemanisan rahmat Ilahi kepadaku.Syukurku hanya pada bait kalimah dan sujud padaNya.
Tiada apa lagi yang kuinginkan pada dunia fana yang hina ini melainkan ketenangan hati untuk menyembah kecintaanku dan melewati hari-hari yang sementara ini dengan mengagungkan Allah.
Impianku untuk mentaati Allah dan Rasul,juga emak dan abah tersayang,adik-adik kecintaanku dan insyaAllah dilubuk hatiku yang terdalam mengimpikan usrah yang cukup sekadar menyempurnakan agamaku,tidak lebih.kerana kutahu dunia hanya persinggahan sementara para musafir yang berkelana menuju akhirat.
Dalam hati yang terdalam aku berdoa kepada Pemilik hatiku agar didatangkan seorang muslimin biasa,untuk aku yang biasa-biasa sahaja.Aku berdoa agar kami akan membina usrah yang melakukan ibadah bersama-sama,segalanya bersama.
Hidup yang sementara ini kudoakan agar aku selamat dalam mentaatinya kerana Allah.Aku berdoa agar Allah memberkahi dan merahmati kami dengan ketenteraman dan kemanisan beribadah kepadaNya.
Perjuangan untuk menawan syurga akan aku lakukan bersama-samanya.
Ya Allah,Kau genggamlah hatiku ini agar cintaku padamu tidak terpalit dengan dosa dan noda.Ameen
Allahu rabbi..what a letter..what a words..a wishing heart!

Still ongoing reading it.Wish me finish it soon..Can't reveal the book title and author yet.

Ja' minna