Its finally happened

Assalamualaikum minna-san..

Dedicated to all tomodachi,meet my zauj,my sweet blessing from above,

The journey just starting..Please pray for us..I do wish all of you too Sakinah,Mawaddah and Rahmah from Allah..

See no,ja' minna..ki o tsukete desuyo!

A new beginning

Assalamualaikum minna!

Happy new year guys..Guess what?
I'll be getting 30 years old soon this year.Hahaha..What a remarkable journey through all those years.Ups and downs.'Happiness' and 'upset' consistently pass by and sometime park there for a quite of time for a really good life lesson.It did turn up to be a new point of view for me.A new perspective.Allah's miracle.

And each days as long as I remember,lead me to today.A day I can pour everything from my little heart.Thank you so much ya Allah,for all those days.Days that I cannot walk back to.

How can I count the blessing that been gave by Allah,the source of all blessing.
My family,the smiles,the good-heart people,the fortunate life,the smell of roses,a good eye sight and so and so and so..countless thingy..I'm really been blessed.I do have a lot of troubles,and they were just all over.They finished.And I'm back to the good track,with lesson adapt from those sad moments.It is all were just so intact,so powerful that lead me to be quite a strong-will,strong mental women in sha Allah.Allah's plan.Allah had done it in His ways.Only Him knows better.

It is normal for person like ourselves to be weak,to surrender at any moment that really hurt us.Being upset,being stupid and so.But Allah.He never leave us.On what any consequences in our life,He always heard me.And then we repent,keep repent and we improve.Once the heart been mended by Him,we grow into something new,something good.Allahu,the truest thing from Quran is always happening,if we believe,

This year,is a year for me to be into new phase of life.Be someone's zaujah.Be able to do my best service that deserve Jannah,together with him.

Allah had promised me that Jannah will not come easy,so I need to really prepare on this.Trial and blessing are a best friend though.Thus,I need to be much much much better for my sweet blessing,that might be trial sometimes,however I'll tackles that wisely to attain my only one goal,Jannatul firdausi.

Minna-san,please pray for me.Obtaining such a blessing hopefully lead me towards Allah more and of course that one enemy will challenge me greater,and I'm in no intention to let them win over me.Hihi

For zauj,thank  you.

Minna,ki o tsukete daiyo..Akemashite omedeto!

Be with Him

Assalam minna-san,

Honoured to share the song that keep repeating on my ears,head and mind.Kau yang mengetahui by Yasin Sulaiman..translate to Only HIM know ~

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Mungkinkah bahagia
Tanpa sengsara
Mungkinkah kau mengubah
Lumrah ciptaanNYA

Yang bersinar cahaya
seluruh semesta
dihalus setitis nikmat
Kasih dan Cinta

*Tiada ragu lagi
KAU yang mengetahui
hakikat yang tinggi

Tiada ragu lagi
daku mensyukuri
redha dalam pasti

Jika tiada mentari
mana bisa rembulan
sinar di malam sepi

Jika ditakdirnya begini
ku rela dan terima
syukur yang diberi

KAU yang mengetahui
KAU lebih mengetahui
tentang nasib ku ini

Mungkinkah hikmahNYA
yang memberi makna
mungkinkah KAU yang tidak
mudah menerima.

Dan bersinar cahaya
seluruh semesta
di luas saujana keesaanNYA

KAU yang mengetahui
naluri ini
yang ingin kembali
pada yang pasti..

Jika tiada mentari
mana bisa rembulan
sinar di malam sepi

Jika ditakdirnya begini
ku rela dan terima
syukur yang diberi
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If there is no sun,how should moon can shine on a dark night?
Thus only Allah know whatever obstacles happened on our life journey,
Husnudzon and believe Him.
Have faith,your whole faith,
He knows best!

Daijobu yo!

Ibtisam

Assalam all..Konichiwa minna-san,

Reckon those feeling when the world just revolves around you and the loved one? I'm experiencing those feels right now.Its happening and I'm thanks Allah so much of this,

Please smile my love..your smiles had a huge positive energy towards this world.

Ja' minna..ki o tsukete desu ~

After you

Bismillah..

Upon checking through life,the good - better - the best , I had found out the combo of all three persona on this one guy.Little by little,life becoming weird.As thought I'm struggling to act normal so that he would not find my stupid and ugly side,those connection were just so normal and neutral.

He is the right guy,I believe.Bi idznillah,I hope and I prayed that he can accept all sides of me,as I really want to accept all of his.

Ya Allah,
Make us together be good toward each other
Let us be a completion of one another
Side by side walking through life
Towards knocking the gate of Your jannah,Ya Rabb.

I didn't dare to dream,as dreaming really a short period of unrealistic story.I hope this is not a dream,a very long dream already.And I hate long and many episodes of drama,because it torturing.

I had fear,fear of many things.
I'm afraid of failure,big failure
Undesirable whispering by syaitan always put me on those uncomfortable mode
I'm unlike others
I am a weirdo

To the selected man,please do not lead me to a failure
Please be kind
My present 'me' might just be a memories later
But I am fully thankful to you for what happening,and whatever that will happen later
Either good or bad,hope we see only Allah's mercy on it
As we only surrender to Him alone.

Grateful to Rabb much much much more
There are so much more to thanks Allah in my life,so much much much more.
Thanks God I found you,love.

Rely only to Allah

Assalam minna-san,

Through the thick and thin of the days,everything seems matter and quite monopolised me.Life was something like a box of chocolate with a lot of flavours.Some are sweet and nice,however some are bitter.And our heart actually not fully happy with all the sweetness,and not fully sad with all the bitterness.

Love to hear some inspirational stories or some sort of it on Youtube,I come over to one post as below:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pyZkY93B2A

It said,

Be with Allah and Allah will be with you
Do the righteous deeds & actions and Allah will  give you happiness
If you're stressed fear Allah swt and Allah will make an opening for you
If you're stuck in a problem..fear Allah swt and Allah will take you out from that problem
If you're depressed..fear Allah swt and Allah will make an opening for you out of that depression
Rely on Allah swt and you've got everything
Rely on Allah swt and Allah will give you everything
Rely on Allah swt and Allah will grant you everything

And friends,I'm here to admit that I did sometime love Allah's creatures and it sometime lead me astray from the real purpose of life.

Oh Allah,please forgive me...

I'll reconstruct my aims to let love of Allah be above all others.

 As finally,I'll be going home,to beloved place I longing for,the Akhirah,the Jannah..

Ja' minna..Oyasumi nasai!

Letter

Assalamualaikum and konbawa minna,

August is coming and I'm in the midst of few issues in life.However don't know why,I felt nothing.None of it intrigued me much than the books I didn't finish yet.Hahaha

Books are my lover,

From one of my favourite author,found a very very very lovely letter from a girl with big heart to her future husband. Ahh but I can't translate it due to the sentences are perfectly written.So sorry for those that can't read Bahasa Malaysia.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Surat ini kuberikan kepada pemilik hatiku selepas Allah dan Rasulullah SAW.

Tak tahu bagaimana nak diungkapkan bait-bait kata yang sesuai.Cuma pengharapan yang tertinggi hanya pada Allah dan tidak layak ku mengharap pada makhluk yang hati dan jasadnya adalah milik Pemilik Teragung.

Alhamdulillah dirafakkan hanya pada pemilik cinta ini iaitu Allah swt.Hampir tak terkata kegirangan hati dan kemanisan rahmat Ilahi kepadaku.Syukurku hanya pada bait kalimah dan sujud padaNya.

Tiada apa lagi yang kuinginkan pada dunia fana yang hina ini melainkan ketenangan hati untuk menyembah kecintaanku dan melewati hari-hari yang sementara ini dengan mengagungkan Allah.

Impianku untuk mentaati Allah dan Rasul,juga emak dan abah tersayang,adik-adik kecintaanku dan insyaAllah dilubuk hatiku yang terdalam mengimpikan usrah yang cukup sekadar menyempurnakan agamaku,tidak lebih.kerana kutahu dunia hanya persinggahan sementara para musafir yang berkelana menuju akhirat.

Dalam hati yang terdalam aku berdoa kepada Pemilik hatiku agar didatangkan seorang muslimin biasa,untuk aku yang biasa-biasa sahaja.Aku berdoa agar kami akan membina usrah yang melakukan ibadah bersama-sama,segalanya bersama.

Hidup yang sementara ini kudoakan agar aku selamat dalam mentaatinya kerana Allah.Aku berdoa agar Allah memberkahi dan merahmati kami dengan ketenteraman dan kemanisan beribadah kepadaNya.

Perjuangan untuk menawan syurga akan aku lakukan bersama-samanya.

Ya Allah,Kau genggamlah hatiku ini agar cintaku padamu tidak terpalit dengan dosa dan noda.Ameen

Allahu rabbi..what a letter..what a words..a wishing heart!

Still ongoing reading it.Wish me finish it soon..Can't reveal the book title and author yet.

Ja' minna

Purpose of this life

Assalam and hi minna-san,

As last friday,happened the most annoying thing in world history,which was a very pathetic coup by armed forces of Turkiye.But as we all Muslims in the world believe that whatever happened was part of Allah's plan,and Allah had written a tremendous victory to the power of people.The heart of Muslims in Turkiye and billions of du'a from Muslim around the globe.Muslim managed to diminish the syaitan's plan..

Allah knows best.

Prepare all muslims,we're in the midst of the end hours.Stay strong with your faith towards Allah.Keep believing,be kind and grateful.Everything that happened already been written for you.Fasobrun jameel!

Hasbunallahu wa ni'mal wakeel..Have faith,jannah awaits you my dear,

Ja' minna ~

Omoide

Assalam and Hi Minna,
Done watched a very humble and real movie entitle Shinya Shokudo (Midnight Diner).That movie also had been aired in several episode of dramas in Nihon.Stories highlight relation of food and the character of person the chef meet.

I'm in love with the acoustic song named Omoide (mean Memories) by Suzuki Tsunekichi.It been in background of the movie most of the time and add a sentimental value to the movie.I love it!

The down-to-earth movie,enjoyable,my type of genre.I can say it was almost perfect,all out and make me happy..A bit of the song lyrics,memories too fading slowly into the sky;
"Omoide mo ano sora no naka ni ..Sukoshi zutsu kiete yuku"

The full lyrics translation:

Misty white breaths you exhale
Slowly blown by the wind now
Into the clouds in the sky
Gradually fading away

From up above the sky
White clouds reach down
To inhale your breaths
They continue to float away

Seems just like the distant past
Clouds passing over a flowing river

Avoiding the sun's reflection
Dogs sleep under the eaves
Memories too into the sky
Gradually, fading away

On the other side of the sky
Yet more blue space
In the emptiness of the sky
Clouds drifting by

Gradually, fading away

Please enjoy : Omoide

Our time zone

Assalam and Hi minna..
Daijobu deska?

Went through one of my friend's wall and found out something interesting to share,

I'm in my own time zone,

people might saw my pace was slow,

but I do believe Allah had set everything right,

on right time and right condition.

I do believe in Allah's time.

If there other people have same issue as me,

BEHOLD

STAY STRONG

as Allah had set everything in order,

we only live once,

and please live at your fullest,

for your Akhirah,

your long lasting resting place.

be a good Muslim though whatever things wanna set you apart..Just believe in HIM and His plan,

Bye for now..Ramadhan Kareem minna-san..Let improve our Iman on this month of barakah.Jaa' ne

Bizarre...

I'll let you know one secret,
a man that I need is a God-fearing man.

Jika ada lelaki yang takutkan Allah inginkanku,
I'll say 'I DO'

Whoever he is,by Allah's will,
I will try my best.

Ja' nee..oyasuminasai

Memories

Assalamualaikum wbt..
Minna-san,ogenkidesuka?Daijobu desuka?

Mainly speaking,I was a bit in dark sometimes.Which mean I forgot many things.Many memories.They're fading.They're leaving me.And who am I to stop them from going.Allah had put it on the Qadar',wallahu'alam.

Upon checking on the old books and thingy under the bed,found out several of them that really bring back memories.I wonder how long it been under there alone without any touch of human.I love them some times ago.They accompany me on my thick and thin of student life.They're precious on that time.Would like to share them here before it been fading again.As you know,life and the routine sometimes let us only focus on the current work to be done,the priority of job,the to-do list etcetera...

I am a person that really love all the small things that I see.The happiness upon quite a paragraph of words,a joke that might bring a loud laugh,a smile that happen when the eyes were meet and a smell from a beautiful rose.They're the nikmah (blessing) from Allah to His slave as dunya is a place that contained His blessing and love.

As I remember,being a nomad primary school' student,there a lot of memories skipping as I was attended on three different schools.Other pupils find me a bit introvert and shy.But actually I was daydream a lot,as I love music until I managed to had a lyrics notebooks on all my favorite song and included my own composed song.That was a comeback memories as I found the lyric book..hahaha..natsukashi na

There were many more that been discovered.Quotes,phrases,advises all been kept as it like a taboo to trash them all.However,I believe that nothing is permanent in life.Some of it have to be permanently kept inside the heart for me to ponder on this life journey.After all this years,I will tell for sure that I'm fully blessed on all the ups and downs that been past me as all were a memories..a good memories and lessons anyway..Thank you Allah for such a wonderful memories and life.And future behold,will be something that I excitedly waited on.

Jaa ne minna-san.Yonde kurete arigato-na

I'm still here

Assalamualaikum minna!
Ogenki desuka?watashiwa genkinai desu..but I will be doing okay and fine,as Allah had stated on one of His qalam:
"And We removed from you your burden.which had weighed upon your back. And raised high for you your repute.for indeed,with hardship will be ease.indeed,with hardship will be ease.so when you have finished your duties, then stand up for worship. And to your Lord direct your longing." (Surah al-insyirah,surah 94,ayah 2-8)

Equation of pains,problems, troubles and tribulations are all should be look back at your soul.It possibly the outcomes of your dried souls due to the sins and ego that never ends. You have to correct it by yourself and be on state of tawakkal 'alallah..(actually, the paragraph is an advise for me in the first place)

World is a place of diminished state.World is the lowest place,and its only up from here.Thus don't look world as the only aims and goals,because our concern only come in Akhirah alone.

I'm sorry for being shut down for a long moment, quite shameful of me to complained on 'don't have enough time' as all the best daie also been allocated the same 24 hours as mine.Regret to admit here that I'd been lazy to do what I'm love to do.Might be I had lost the passion.Might be daily routines had distracted be so much. Might be..

I love to write. I love to pour down all that was kept in my mind.I love for sharing the good words,and not even care if no one reading, but I do care if I can help to calm and change any souls.May my simple contribution can make world a better place to live,by Allah's will.

Yonde kurete arigato.ki o tsukete kusadai.ja!

Problem happens!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hi everyone.Really missed the free time when I just type and type everything that conjure in my mind.You'll must wonder where did I gone?

Hahaha.

I've lost time.Sounding sneaky but truthfully my life is insane as I can defined it.Problem happens,well everyday I wake up,I felt many thing just linger around my head.The 'things' that I didn't manage to solve.Didn't manage to finish.

Astagfirullaahal 'azeem..

Only Allah knows what's in my heart.Our heart.I've made decision.I write down my problems and set their priority.Feeling better then.Allah always there to help me,I knew it though.

 

Allah care for me.He will make a way.I believe in Him.I just have to focus on the issues and ask Allah help.

Hope  I shared something good.For people out there that felt like me,behold...Allah knows best!

Inside me~

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lately,wander through the lonely pathway to my house.Feeling a gap that cannot be explained.My heart hurts.Or truly beating like maniac..MasyaAllah,what had happened to me??

It's raining heavily outside and I'm wondering either it will be long last until night,or until tomorrow..I've been drown to all sort of question.About life..about myself..about my family..about my future husband..about this world..about everything..I've never admire life as a popular or rich person,,and I know,I realize it well that my life gonna end someday.I'm not mortal.I'm real and will die someday.

After imagining  and remapping my path or journey through this short life,I come back to just one thing..

Allah had give me huge chances to share,and I care to share..to read,recite and proclaim about HIM..

 

 

In case we forget ^^

Assalamualaikum wbt..
 
Friends and family,I decided to pour all my heart in here..I'm in love with something soothing and warm.Its calm me and I heart them so much..Shokaimasu yo,the photos that take my breath away~~

I heart them so much^^