Saturday, August 22, 2015

Memories

Assalamualaikum wbt..
Minna-san,ogenkidesuka?Daijobu desuka?

Mainly speaking,I was a bit in dark sometimes.Which mean I forgot many things.Many memories.They're fading.They're leaving me.And who am I to stop them from going.Allah had put it on the Qadar',wallahu'alam.

Upon checking on the old books and thingy under the bed,found out several of them that really bring back memories.I wonder how long it been under there alone without any touch of human.I love them some times ago.They accompany me on my thick and thin of student life.They're precious on that time.Would like to share them here before it been fading again.As you know,life and the routine sometimes let us only focus on the current work to be done,the priority of job,the to-do list etcetera...


I am a person that really love all the small things that I see.The happiness upon quite a paragraph of words,a joke that might bring a loud laugh,a smile that happen when the eyes were meet and a smell from a beautiful rose.They're the nikmah (blessing) from Allah to His slave as dunya is a place that contained His blessing and love.


As I remember,being a nomad primary school' student,there a lot of memories skipping as I was attended on three different schools.Other pupils find me a bit introvert and shy.But actually I was daydream a lot,as I love music until I managed to had a lyrics notebooks on all my favorite song and included my own composed song.That was a comeback memories as I found the lyric book..hahaha..natsukashi na


There were many more that been discovered.Quotes,phrases,advises all been kept as it like a taboo to trash them all.However,I believe that nothing is permanent in life.Some of it have to be permanently kept inside the heart for me to ponder on this life journey.After all this years,I will tell for sure that I'm fully blessed on all the ups and downs that been past me as all were a memories..a good memories and lessons anyway..Thank you Allah for such a wonderful memories and life.And future behold,will be something that I excitedly waited on.


Jaa ne minna-san.Yonde kurete arigato-na

Sunday, March 1, 2015

I'm still here

Assalamualaikum minna!
Ogenki desuka?watashiwa genkinai desu..but I will be doing okay and fine,as Allah had stated on one of His qalam:
"And We removed from you your burden.which had weighed upon your back. And raised high for you your repute.for indeed,with hardship will be ease.indeed,with hardship will be ease.so when you have finished your duties, then stand up for worship. And to your Lord direct your longing." (Surah al-insyirah,surah 94,ayah 2-8)

Equation of pains,problems, troubles and tribulations are all should be look back at your soul.It possibly the outcomes of your dried souls due to the sins and ego that never ends. You have to correct it by yourself and be on state of tawakkal 'alallah..(actually, the paragraph is an advise for me in the first place)

World is a place of diminished state.World is the lowest place,and its only up from here.Thus don't look world as the only aims and goals,because our concern only come in Akhirah alone.

I'm sorry for being shut down for a long moment, quite shameful of me to complained on 'don't have enough time' as all the best daie also been allocated the same 24 hours as mine.Regret to admit here that I'd been lazy to do what I'm love to do.Might be I had lost the passion.Might be daily routines had distracted be so much. Might be..

I love to write. I love to pour down all that was kept in my mind.I love for sharing the good words,and not even care if no one reading, but I do care if I can help to calm and change any souls.May my simple contribution can make world a better place to live,by Allah's will.

Yonde kurete arigato.ki o tsukete kusadai.ja!

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Problem happens!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hi everyone.Really missed the free time when I just type and type everything that conjure in my mind.You'll must wonder where did I gone?

Hahaha.

I've lost time.Sounding sneaky but truthfully my life is insane as I can defined it.Problem happens,well everyday I wake up,I felt many thing just linger around my head.The 'things' that I didn't manage to solve.Didn't manage to finish.

Astagfirullaahal 'azeem..

Only Allah knows what's in my heart.Our heart.I've made decision.I write down my problems and set their priority.Feeling better then.Allah always there to help me,I knew it though.


 



Allah care for me.He will make a way.I believe in Him.I just have to focus on the issues and ask Allah help.

Hope  I shared something good.For people out there that felt like me,behold...Allah knows best!

Monday, November 19, 2012

Inside me~

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lately,wander through the lonely pathway to my house.Feeling a gap that cannot be explained.My heart hurts.Or truly beating like maniac..MasyaAllah,what had happened to me??

It's raining heavily outside and I'm wondering either it will be long last until night,or until tomorrow..I've been drown to all sort of question.About life..about myself..about my family..about my future husband..about this world..about everything..I've never admire life as a popular or rich person,,and I know,I realize it well that my life gonna end someday.I'm not mortal.I'm real and will die someday.

After imagining  and remapping my path or journey through this short life,I come back to just one thing..

Allah had give me huge chances to share,and I care to share..to read,recite and proclaim about HIM..


 
 

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

In case we forget ^^

Assalamualaikum wbt..
 
Friends and family,I decided to pour all my heart in here..I'm in love with something soothing and warm.Its calm me and I heart them so much..Shokaimasu yo,the photos that take my breath away~~


I heart them so much^^

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The coolest Ramadhan song I've ever heard!!



Assalamualaikum wbt..
San wa ikaga osugoshi deska??Huhu..Hisashiburi nee..There were so many thing happened to me all the way to the way of refinement inside out.Just drop by to say Salam to all friend and Ramadhan Kareem!

We already arrived on the second phase~the phase of Maghfirah.Let strive the best so this Ramadhan is a guilt-free Ramadhan.Free from sins,to be better Muslim for preparation on another 11 months.

Ramadhan rauhul' Rahman,
Ramadhan shahrul' Quran..

The best song I've ever heard..Kakkoiiii...

~Let fastabiqul Khairat (^^)


Watashi wa Ramadan o daisuki!!
                                                                Ich liebe Ramadhan~~

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Man in the red underpants..

Assalamualaikum wbt..
Eid Mubarak.Kullu 'am wa antum bikhair..Quite busy recently..hihi..busy reading this thing..Just want to share..A man in the red underpants.
Who is the man in the red underpants?

What does he want and why are his pants red and not pink? Did he really get his red underpants from Agent Provacateur and what does he want anyway?

None of these questions are dealt with in this book! Rather this book asks you to think about how you would deal with the man in the red underpants. It will take you on a journey in which you will encounter some startling conclusions. If you believe in unbelievable things without proof, then put this book down now, and if you think that you’re a thinker, think again!

The man in the Red Underpants will make sure your life is never the same again…
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